Sora Journal

The Inkwell: The Smell of Christmas

By Emery S.

If I could make a candle

Scented like anything in the world

I’d make it smell like Christmas

When I was a little girl

With the smell of peppermint

And of course, gingerbread

Maturing is realizing

How good we had it then

The smell of rewinding my favorite holiday film to my favorite part

Seeing friends and family I never got to see

Being lifted by my dad to put our star

On the top of our beautiful tree

The smell of opening gifts on Christmas day

Believing they were sent straight from the north pole

Thinking that Santa delivered them from his sleigh

Christmas just doesn’t feel the same when you’re growing old

If Santa told me

He’d give me what I wish

I would go back in time

To the place that I most miss

He better know

On the very top of my list

When I was young

And loved the smell of Christmas

The smell of rewinding my favorite holiday film to my favorite part

Seeing friends and family I never got to see

Being lifted by my dad to put our star

On the top of our beautiful tree

The smell of opening gifts on Christmas day

Believing they were sent straight from the north pole

Thinking that Santa delivered them from his sleigh

Christmas just doesn’t feel the same when you’re growing old

Sure, maybe I’d like a few books

And something to touch up my looks

Or maybe a new jacket

Or something that comes in a kit

Those earrings I really like

Or perhaps a new bike

To go somewhere I’ve never been before

But there’s something I want even more

I could get a new pajama set

Or even something I can’t normally afford to get

I could get a few brand new swimsuits

Or those really cute boots

That perfume that smells so sweet

Or perhaps even something I can eat

An expensive facial mist

But there’s something higher up on my list

The smell of rewinding my favorite holiday film to my favorite part

Seeing friends and family I never got to see

Being lifted by my dad to put our star

On the top of our beautiful tree

The smell of opening gifts on Christmas day

Believing they were sent straight from the north pole

Thinking that Santa delivered them from his sleigh

Christmas just doesn’t feel the same when you’re growing old